Sunday, April 30, 2006

Walked to sch with liy today. And we stopped by 7-11.
And then my marshmallow craze started again! Hoho.
Ate marshmallows till I felt so darn sick. Haha. then gave out some away.
Had English paper today. Was ok lah.
Actually it was better than ok! Haha. It was easier than our ct.
And I sooo love my compo! <3 hee. I wrote about payback time that one.
I started by saying that I was behind this woman with a knife in my hand.
Then while trailing HER, I rmb what happened 5 yrs ago. (it was a flash back.)
Tt time, me and my so-called husband went clubbing (guess what his name was?? =p not jw lahh.)
Then I drank too much and ended up vomiting in the toilet. When I came out km was not there. Thought he went home but he was not.
Then he returned at 4 in the morn in a drunkard state.
Then a month or so later, this woman suddenly came barging into my house.
She started strangling me and I thought she was mad. Then I recognized her. She's the bar tender. (pst. I named her khoo qinya =p)
Km was not at home that time. Then when she was strangling me, km returned home and he pulled her back. I gave her a super hard kick also. =p
Then the convo went on blahblahblah bout how qy got pregnant and all.
But actually, that evil woman spiked km's drink first.
Then km cannot take it, he went to the rooftop to jump down.
And I made his last words to me as sweet as possible. Haha!
( I mentioned that he loved me too much that's why he cannot face me anymore. Aww. Haha! sorry Hanizah =/ )
Then I saw him jump with my own eyes and I even described what the scene looked like when he fell. Like all the blood and intestines. Eww.
Then qy came up behind to look at what happened. I got so angry with her I began trying to strangling her and tried to push her over the edge. Then the police came and arrested me for my so-called attempted murder.
Ended up with 5 years in jail.
When I got released, still cannot forgive that qy.
So, I tracked her down and all.
Then I came back to the present. I quickly killed her and she only managed to scream and then she dropped dead! Yay! Haha!
Then I stabbed her for another 2 times to make sure that she was really really dead.
I heard the police siren, took out the bloody knife from her body and walked away with a grin on my face...
Hee. Was telling jiee, zee and joyce bout this and jiee was like,
"why everybody write about violence???"
Haha. cause zee wrote about the worker killing the boss.
Joyce's story was bout how her mum got abused and hit by her father.
Anyways, I dunno why I wrote so much for everything. I wrote 3 sides for my compo and letter! Ahh! Definitely too long already.
Then had recess. Gosh. Cant believe how crowded the canteen was. So horrible. And my wifey kept trying to give me 30 cents just cause I gave her one of my curry puffs. =/ Haha. but she's so cute! =p
Then had paper 2. much easier this time. Then the summary nothing much to write about! It was basically manageable.
Then after that had lit test. G1 and g3 together.
Was very tiring ok. And on my paper and jiee's you can see scribbles and you have to strain your eyes to see what we are writing. Heh. Pity mr m lah.
Then went to 7-11 as usual to eat lunch. Didn't eat much though.
Went home then I bathed and slept. Heh. Too tired lah.
Then woke up EAT and then study. =)
I shall go re write my compo and make it better.
Cause just now I was rushing and I forgot to add some points in.
Bleh. The ending was too abrupt.
Gtg studystudystudy now! Bye!
The more I look at you, the more I think you're prettier than the last time I saw you. IM NOT A CROOK. TSK. Just a bit too obsessed. =p
*Hanisah*

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10:15 PM

Thursday, April 27, 2006

I've learnt many valuable lessons today.
I was thinking bout what zan had always been saying lately.
- pretend im never in your life, how would you feel?
And everytime she says this, I remembered what cikgu say.
If you kill yourself, you are being selfish cause you never think about the people who care about you, people who are concerned about you. And we would disappoint our parents. And so on.
And whenever you think if really nobody cares for you, you're wrong.
Cause I come to this realization that even the worst man on earth would have someone who cared for him/her. Its just that many people keep wallowing in self-pity that they never realized this fact.
And even the strongest man on earth face setbacks and problems in their life. But we should learn to tide over it. Cause nobody can avoid them and we cant keep running away from it.
Even if you feel like the lousiest person on earth, you must have faith in yourself and try to be better.
When you make a mistake, be it big or small, learn from it.
Like the saying goes, the only true mistake is which that you never learn anything from it.
And also, nobody can avoid from making mistakes.
We cant learn anything without making mistakes.
If you've made a mistake, the best thing is to admit it no matter how bad it may be.
I know its hard but if you don't, things will remain as bad as it is and will go nowhere.
You know you've done wrong, so you admit it. You've done your part so it's the other party's turn to either accept it and start over again, or like many of us might have done, we just leave and escape from the problem.
Though we know by doing so we wont solve anything.
Another thing, is that we shouldn't contain our emotions inside us and build it up.
No offence, but look at what happened to sum last time.
And to zan now. I guess many ppl don't know cause they are not close to them.
But if you feel like crying, just cry. Nobody's gonna laugh at you.
If you wanna say what you really feel, just say it now or there may not be any other chance. Life is short you know.
Cherish every happy moment in your life and treasure each and every one of those beautiful memories.
Cherish your beloved ones, do not hurt them or hurt yourself.
Cause nobody is going to gain from it.
I also learnt that there is a wonderful and beautiful side to every human being on earth.
No matter how bad he/she seems or how badly he/she treats you, you should learn to see the beautiful side of him/her.
Like, lets say. Have you ever seen her get so worried or uptight when her friends are in trouble and injured?
And how well-liked she is by her peers. Or cliques.
Well, it doesn't matter cause what im trying to say is just that you should try to accept everybody as he/she is cause that is just that person is.
Also, most importantly, give her the chance to shine.
If other people can see the beauty in her and accept her, you can too.
And, usually if you find that person aggressive or "bad" with her friends,
She usually is not as so-called STRONG as she seems.
Cause I've been realizing this A LOT that these people did a lot of crap and bullshit when they are with their gang.
Like when they are as an individual, they don't dare do anything stupid themselves. And they can even be NICE, you know?
Maybe cause I've been like that before that's why I know.
Without your gang, you're scared that you will make the wrong move and make a mistake and when you have done so, you have no back up for yourself.
I know that if any of you are reading, you might be saying that you disagree with me but deep inside, you know it is true.

If you dislike whatever that I had written on top, just scram. Its just what I really think and feel. And, im seriously not referring to anyone in particular. Just some thoughts.

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6:35 AM

Had been feeling very good lately. =)
Or rather, high. Haha.
Anyways, I cant really rmb what happened today.
Ohwell. Shall try and make this post much more interesting now.
Hah. Oh. I just counted, I have 70 of *a pics
And 53 of *b pics.
And 11 miserable pics of *c
And 18 pics of *d
*e only 4. haha.
Tskk. I don't eyecandy them ok. Though my ec happens to be one of em. =D
Haha. don't even know why I collect them all in the first place.
Heh. Guess it's the habit since like last yr. bleh.
I don't understand why.
If something good happens to me on one side, smth bad will happen on the other.
Haiz. Very complicated lah.
Omg omg. I just realized how chio *e is in the most recent pic! Haha!
Now I dunno what to talk about already. =/
Guess I have no choice but to blog bout my boring daily life then =(
Went to sch this morn. And reached a few mins earlier before bell rings. Hah. Like big deal like tt.
Then assembly, they gave out the prizes. and esther has this funny cute way of running.haha.(oh, I don't even know why I put HAHA at some of the sentences even though its not funny =/ )
Then had math for awhile then el didn't do much. Did own stuff. Then had recess, didn't go down. And found this really nice (cool?) site! Haha.
http://www.gurl.com
go there! Its really very fun! Haha. I like the model one.
And they have endless quizzes. =)
Then had sci wasn't really paying full attention though I took down every singe thing that she said.
Cause I was too busy at gURL! Hehe.
Then lit and home ec! Heh.
Didn't know if my mee bandung turned out ok or not. Cause it didn't look as nice as my mum's and it's a bit oily. Then gave it to francium and hydrogen. Ooh. I miss those names suddenly.
Argh. Ok then had like 10 mins of mly only then went for mass lecture ofr 1 1/2 hr!
Gosh. My bum really hurts ok. =/
Then went home with jiee and zan.
Oh. And I realized that zan is my niece.
Haha. cause my jiee is zan's mother.
Then went home and its raining. Which makes today a moody day.
Ah. And im feeling so confused now. Cause I realized that I have been running away from all my problems. And now everything's piling up and I find that there's no way to escape it so I HAVE to solve it somehow. PBL! Come save me like you used to do.
I miss someone damn horribly now and you can just guess who that person is.

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6:29 AM

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Today:
Came to sch right on time today. Er?
Cause woke up 10 mins later than usual.
Then walked to sch the back way as usual.
And gosh. I think I saw smth that I shouldn't see.
And I was like saying OMG aloud. Gosh. Luckily THEY never heard me as they were facing their backs at me.
Had temp taking. After that had pe.
Hehe. I no need to run at the canal! =D
Cause I got that mc.
Then aft that had mly. And cikgu drifted away from her topic talking bout other stuff, as usual.
Then recess. Ate and got back my bk from kak ain. And her class is like allllllllllllllll the way up the rotunda, on the 4th floor.
Like finally finally I can give niki back her book. Haha.
Then had geog. Like norm. and math after that. Went through a bit of the mid yr paper only.
Then assembly had the oratorical for sec3. was ok lah.
But at some parts, me, my wifey and jiee were like going to fall asleep already.
Then lunch. Went down to eat and read more of fan fiction! =D
Was really nice! Then went home with jiee and zee (hee. Jiee doesn’t let me call zan that actually. Heh.)
Then stopped by 7-11 as usual.
And I ate too much HOT CROSS MARSHMELLOW BUNS!! XD
Haha. damn nice one! Very addictive!
Heh. And jiee and zan claims that I suddenly became super active and HIGH. Haha.
Then went home and got so tired and slept. Hehe.
Im such a pig. =p

Xoxo
Hanisah =)))

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5:14 AM

I have been having super dangerous mood swings these past few days, so keep out everyone. I get irritated over everything and if you come and piss me off, I swear im going to BITE your head off. Grr. Ok. Shall stop and smile. =)
Gosh. Its raining like hell now. Im so scared of the thunder and lightning!
And I was just reading all those many many poems that I had made and the few ones that I had gotten from the net.
Its like suddenly, all of them are like so sweet and touching!
Like I never remembered myself writing all those stuff down.
Anyways, today, woke up at 4 to complete all my damn hw.
Then came to sch like norm today. And yeah. I was so pissed. Crazy huh.
Then had el did the koyo thingy again. And some bitches keep pissing me off and got my tolerance level real low. Anyways, shant bother bout those tootsies. Got no life of their own always hafta condemn other ppl. Anyway, I think she's only strong in a group and when she have all her stupid back-ups. Other than that, she dont dare to try anything STUPID.
Sheesh. Shall really stop it for now.
Then had lit and math. Feeling super pissed off and all.
But my dear jiee always never fails to cheer me up! =)
That sweetie darling. =D
Anyways, recess ate a lot to vent off EVERYTHING.
Oh. And when we went to the toilet, jiee was like telling me that her grp took their koyo grp pic in that toilet (?!)
Haha. like got no better place like tt right.
And the race with my jiee up to class was REALLY helpful. =)))
Haha. she sure knows how to help me feel less moody.
Then had geog and sci. and I find today’s lessons very useful too.
And whenever I think of Lydia, I will think of ms yeo too and vice versa. Its like they look SO TOTALLY ALIKE lah.
Maybe ms yeo's lydia's long-lost adopted sis or smth. Haha
Or maybe they could be somehow related. Who knows.
Can be what. Since ms yeo is only 19 and Lydia is already 16.
Haha. and during science, fei xin was being SUPER SICK!
Lol. She was like saying out loud to the whole class how lesbians have sex. With ms yeo there some more. Err. No comments.
And what did she say, "my sister tell me one!"
Then after that had lunch.
Went down to have a light lunch and I was reading FAN FICITON! =D
Haha. see, my jiee gets me addicted to it now.
Anyways, it was nice and Im currently reading Sweet Valley Junior High's one!
Very nice ok! This person put that in the end, Jessica got married to mike! Gosh! That cute guy! =D
Aiyah. But still got 7 chaps to go. Sigh. I don't want them to break up! =( cause their relationship seems a bit tensed up ever since they found out that jess got pregnant. Bleh.
Gosh. Im supp to be blogging not to be talking bout fan fiction. Shush.
Oh. And zan was crapping bout dunno what stupid mind connection or smth? I forgot. =/
Cause I was listening to I Turn To You, the one by Christina Aguilera, and I was thinking of someone lah. (eww. Not like I miss her or anth. Just happened to think of her.)
Then right when I was thinking of this someone, this someone suddenly pop out from behind and walked past. And I was like giving this look and zan asked me why I was giving that funny funny look and the story goes on..blahblahblah.
Haha. that know-it-all girl. She and my jiee makes a perfect couple ok.
Then had csp which was ok. Cause for the mids, we need to memorise not so many characters but most of the characters I know by heart already. Heh. Im an expert at these 3 sentences. Never write or pronounce wrongly one!
1.) 我很喜欢你！(I like you a lot!)
2.) 我爱你！(I love you!)
3.) 是因为我太爱你(because I love you too much...)
Hee. Also I think the san ba thing ms tan told us last time was really cool too. heh.
Then went home and all.
Oh. And saw kak amalina in the train. =))
But as usual she was being very dao. =((
Haha. but nvm, she's currently in Singapore poly now.
Ooh. I have written 1 1/2 poem already! =D
Shall go complete the other half now! Tata!
Xoxo
Hanisah =)

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5:05 AM

Friday, April 21, 2006

oh. i just read smth really nice (?) at someone's blog:
"why am i upset over someone who doesn't care the same about me
why do i cry over someone who just played me out
why do i hurt for someone who just moved on easy"
I LOVE YOU
(eeks. tt one so extra! haha)
but i just realised how true it is anyway.
i know how you feel.
and behind this hazel eyes has suddenly become my fav song
though its kinda old
look at the meaning behind it =))
like suddenly i can just connect the song to my life. hah.
and i just realised tt i didnt update about today! haha.
in no mood lah. too lazy =/
anyways, i saw the cuties during lunch just now
HOW CUTE. smirks. CUTECUTECUTE! FAINTS!

"here i am once again, im torn into pieces
cant deny it, cant pretend
just thought you are the one
broken up deep inside
but you wont get to see the tears i cry
behind these hazel eyes"

i badly need someone to talk to or i tell you, im gonna explode and break down SOON.
-being strong on the outside doesnt mean that you're strong on the inside-
-sometimes, words hurt harder than actions-

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7:02 AM

Wednesday-
Im back to my old self! =)
Haha. I began eating PROPERLY already, I began laughing like normal again and not ha ha, started slacking a lot again (I didn't pay any attention in all my classes just now), I am crappy once again! Like now. Haha
Ok. I was actually late just now. Not late. Just not as early as yest. Hah.
Then assembly. Um. I think I heard smth pleasant. =)))
Anyways, started the day with math. Oh crap. I forgot what we did.
My poor memory. Then I rmb had 1 period of el.
And my grp UNFORTUNATELY had to go first to present the part of the koyo. Damn. We haven't even finished and not prepared!
But ohwell. What to do. Just our luck. And it was really screwed up and don't think we can make it to go to japan.
Oh and speaking of which, zan said that if her group gets chosen and she might probably not go, she said I can replace her! Haha. okok. Enough already.
Then after recess had sci. eh. I think ms yeo too lenient leh. Like we never do hm, don't concentrate in class also she's like heck care.
But she rocks!!! Haha!
Then had cme. Had the quiz. And nat so guai! I marked her paper and she got most of them correct and she memorized like everything! Hah.
After tt mly, cikgu very mean! Promised to tell us the ghost stories but she still haven't tell! Hmph. One wk already.
Then after that had lunch and csp.
Oh. And I realized that I didn't see Lydia or them today which means I don't have a good day or a black day. Huh? Ok. Doesn't makes sense.
Anyways, on the train ride home with lava and ben, ben suggested smth silly!
Haha. she wanted to create a TEETH POLISH!
HAHA. its so silly!
And we were talking bout how ugly our uniform is.
And we were suggesting a white and black shirt.
And white and black striped skirt! Haha. sounds cool though.
Hmm. I think I shall somehow draw it and post it up! Haha. silly.
Gosh. There's so many bdays coming again!
Better start saving up and not spend so much already!

Thursday-
Im feeling so happy today! Haha. I dunno why. These stupid mood swings. =/
Went to sch at norm time today. And saw rez and hanna at redhill mrt
Then reached class and heard the announcement got no mass run! =D
Had this stupid briefing bout the dunno what thing. Hah.
After that had music and me, hanna and siti were so unlucky.
she made us go first. =(
but it was funny lah. After that recess, I ate A LOT.
After eating 2 curry puffs, I ate the tuna bread.
Then had el did the koyo presentation again. Now we're so sure our grp wont make it lah. The rest so good!
Then had mly. Did more writing stuff. YAWNS,
And I cikgu showed us all the gelatin and colouring etcetc tt we cannot eat and there's a 19 page-long list leh.
Might as well eat vege and meat only right. Haha.
Then had cs. Whew. Wasted half of the time trying to switch on my SPOILT comp.
Then spent half the other time doing another one of the OUR MEMORIES again! =D
Was nice. Haha. and cute too. =p
Oh. Then there was no pbl too! blessings!
First no mass run, then now this. Oh I didn't get called for cs too. haha.
Then lunch. GOD.
I ate so much ever as I can remember during my time in crescent.
Bought a pretty large meal. Rice with a lot lot of side dishes.
Then after that drank ice milo, then ate the tuna bread again.
But im still so hungry! Ahh!
Then went to eat the cake. =/
I think I seriously grow fat already. =(
Something must be wrong with my hormones. Haha.
Then stayed back for awhile for koyo.
Wasn't productive at all. In fact, we only did the introduction page only. Lol
Then waited for awhile for zan and jiee to finish theirs.
Went home together.
Then at 7-11, I bought a really HUGE white choc ice cream! =D
Damn nice I tell you. Then I bought ANOTHER ice cream! Wth. See I told you I ate a lot today.
Then went home, I bathed and ate AGAIN. Its dinner lah. But still...
I ate a lot too btw. Haha! im such a pig today.
Then just now, mummy brought me to the doctor.
Hehe. Got 1 wk's excuse from pe and mass run! =D
Isnt it just great.
Oh and I just rmb what latha told us just now.
For this year ONLY, 2g1 had done FIFTEEN projects altogether! Faints
No wonder we are so stressed up this yr. haha. but I didn't realize that we had actually done 15 projects. =/
And all this actually excludes our mother tounge ok. Dies.
Anyways, we only have koyo and pbl left! Isnt that great? =)
Ohh. And I really wanna know her name!!! =D
I LOVE MY WIFEY, MY JIEE AND ZEEEEEEEEE! =D
MY LAUGHING BUDDIES! XD

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6:07 AM

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

ahh!
i just wrote one long post but i cant open the file!
damn it!
wee~ crapping with yejing now bout *a, *b, *c, *d, *e, *f! haha!

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5:44 AM

ahh!
i just wrote one long post but i cant open the file!
damn it!
wee~ crapping with yejing now bout *a, *b, *c, *d, *e, *f! haha!

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5:44 AM

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Its raining! =D
Now in class. Going home later I guess.
3.34 now =)
Haha. wee~ I love rainy days! Gosh. Im crapping again.
Anyways, I was early like yest =)
Then when I entered the class, its like as if someone had died!
The lights were off and most of them were sleeping while the rest were just whispering to one another. Scary ok.
Then no need run mass run. =)
Oh. And the parade square incident. Lol
They're so damn cute pls! faints.
Haha, now I don't mind even if they come scolding me or doing/talking crap everyday. =D
Then ran 2.4. and I had the best timing that I had ever done in my whole life. I was like woah.
Haha. hmm. Guess what keeps me going? Hee.
Being angry and running helps you know.
Then had mly. Was ok lah but did quite a lot of written work.
Then recess. I wasn't hungry or thirsty surprisingly.
Haha. and yest didn't eat dinner and this morn never eat my breakfast,
And my mum thought that I was sick. Bleh. Nooooo. Just no appetite. Just had cravings for chocs. =(
Ooh. And the easter egg choc that Rachel gave me yest was =D!
Very nice! And the earrings too. =D
Such a sweetie right *touched* haha. ok. I shall stop being so emo (like hyeon said)
Anyways, after recess had geog and doing some map thing. YAWNS.
Then math was ok lor. Actually, I cant even rmb what we did! Haha.
Oh. Then during class interaction, sathiya said that ms tan MIGHT do a spot check.
Then when she said that like everyone (ok. Im exaggerating.) went to the toilet to tuck in shirt, unfold skirt, pull up socks. So guai hor. Haha.
But in the end she didn't even appear at all! Wth lah she. =/
And I kept perspiring today and my hands are very very sweaty.
Eeeee. Think I drank too much water already lah.
Im in love with behind this hazel eyes. So is my darling jiee =))
Okk. Shall go now tata!

Im still waiting to hear those words from you, "i hate you"
Then can I feel better.
Im going crazy if this fucking bullshit keeps going on.

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6:45 AM

Monday, April 17, 2006

Today was ok lah
I was super attentive today
Never been so attentive before ever.
And surprisingly, I wasn't even sleepy considering the fact that I didn't have any sleep at all last night
Cause I ate too much WHITE CHOCS =D the night before.
And also... yeah.
Anyways, decided to start doing my uncompleted hm at around3?
But in the end I didn't complete much cause I was so distracted and got no mood lah.
Then went to school very early today (early for me that is)
Yet I saw them. damn.
Oh. And the moment I stepped into class, yejing and bern was like already there cheering me up and everything! How sweet right. =)
And yejing kept going "don't cry already! Don't cry already!" and everytime she said that I would laugh. Haha! ironical? Then yeah. Really appreciate it. And bern keeps making me laugh with her silliness! Haha.
Then when wanted to go back to class tt time, some ppl's silliness entertained me. Lol. So stupid pls. though I think its kinda cute.
Then sch started with el. Did koyo. Like again
Sigh. We are always doing the koyo project but always seem to be getting to nowhere.
And anyways, now like most of us not keen on going already.
Cause very stressing!
Then had lit. with that crappy ms k or whatever her name is.
Then I wasn't doing lit lah. Like duh. She didn't even stay.
Did some OUR MEMORIES thing. Aww. Haha.
Then math no need sit down on floor. Yay! Heh. Nvm.
Then recess I ate unsually a lot. As in I bought food for my recess and lunch lah but I ended up eating everything during recess. Hee.
Then geog and sci I was super attentive also.
And I just realized how fast my mye is coming and I still haven't studied for anything! GASP.
Then aft sch had lunch. My dearie wifey's so cute!! Haha!
Then my jiee was being unusually WEIRD? HEH
Then went to library after sch.
Did stuff on tablet cause so bored. Yays! And I managed to finish my poem! *beams* haha. ok. Crapp.
Then went home with zan, jiee and ben. My wifey left already in her 111 bus =(
Was really funny. I was kept entertained throughout the whole journey home =)
Oh. And haha, I told my wifey bout the good day and bad day thing
Lol. Like last time, me and zan used to see how good our day is according to cars. Hee.
Like the one in the cid lit book.
3 red cars, quite good day. 4 red cars, good day.
5 red cars, super good day. 4 yellow cars, black day,
Haha. but I've told her that from today onwards I changed.
Replace the red cars with Lydia! =D
Replace the yellow cars with them
So, today I didn't see Lydia AT ALL. So it means it is definitely not a good day at all.
Saw them like 4 times! Gosh. I just realized. So, today must be a BLACK DAY,
Blackblackblack day. How true. hmm.
Oh. And one last thing. For those who cared and cheered me up just now, thanks so much =)
i wanna hear those words from you.
i wana hear you say, "i hate you."

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6:22 AM

Sunday, April 16, 2006

im feeling so down now.
haiz
anyways, i think that nat's cuzzie (kak mai) rocks!~
haha. she's so niceee and funny =)
today is sucha bad day
and my haircut is damn screwed
i dont wana go to sch tomorrow =(
i just wanna see my stars

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6:06 AM

Saturday, April 15, 2006

today is jingwei's bday! =D
haha. how can i forget.
like how silly of me. just rmb.
anyways, today is a COLD day man
went out with mum, dad and little sis
to eat. then i thought it was like so early.
haha. then ended up late in the end even though dad sent me to je.
anyways, had to go to simei alone as the rest left w/o me already =(
ate a little there then went for ymc
was kinda fun. did the planning for the sec1 thing.
then went home lor. haha. i sound so boring.
i guess i am
i miss someone!
but i dunno who that someone is. =/
im crapping man.
cause im so bored!
i think i miss athiyah?!
haha
cause it feels weird
suddenly missing ppl for no reason. ohwell
ooh. and i cant wait for hanizah's so called DELICIOUS cookies on monday! =D
dont upset me darls! XD
or rather, MY GOOB! HAHA!
IS THAT CUTE OR WHAT?!
FAINTS

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7:09 AM

Thursday, April 13, 2006

today was abit freaky in the morn.
Oh. And mummy's being nice and she gave me extra pocket money! =D
Oh yeah. That freaky thing.
Its like I was in the lrt.
Then suddenly the lrt like didn't stop at phoenix.
It just zooooooooomed by.
Like so scary pls! I thought that it would no gonna ever stop and we will crash and I will DIE! Gosh. Haha!
Then walked alone to sch today. Sad eh.
Oh. And got this really bitchy sec2 girl walking in front of me ok!
I recognize her face and next time I will really scold her man!
Aarthi from 2g3!
She was like purposely walking so slowly.
And whenever I tried to walk pass her, she would PURPOSELY block my path! What a bitch!
And when I tried to squeeze through, she will keep moving towards my side and when I tried walking faster, she would walk faster! TSK. So bitchy pls.
And I keep cursing under my breath throughout the whole walk lah.
Sch started out with the international friendship day thing.
AWWW. It was so damn sweet! =)
Had math. Surprisingly, I managed to understand EVERYTHING that she taught us today and I payed so much attention. And I did my work faster than everyone else! =D
Im so proud of myself man! Haha. *ego*
Then had el. Um. Oh. We did the book review thing.
And I was actually doing the artpad thing instead. HEH.
And I was sitting right infront of magata and she saw me grinning away. And she was like,
"Hanisah...you chatting on msn is it?"
"no. we cannot even log in how to chat?"
Lol. That's called a WHITE LIE.
Not a lie, just not telling the whole truth. =)
Learnt that in lit! lol.
Then recess rushed through sci hm and cme.
Bleh. Still cannot manage to finish lor.
Then aft recess, had sci.
Test was ---
Cause it was all the basics.
Then when she went through the theory wb, I was rushing through my cme also. Heh.
Oh. And I really NEED new specs. Must go beg my mum buy new ones.
Like the really cool red one that lava has. =)
Cause my degree has zoomed up.
I cant even see the whatever that thing is even though im sitting in front!
Then aft sci, had cme. Did a lot of class discussion and talking.
About how come we all becoming worse in everything and all.
Aft cme had mly. Kartinie so mean! She made me carry a table each from the g block all the way to 1c1 where we have our mly just now!
And we were struggling ok. =( but poor aliffah.
She's so small sized!
Haha. then mly kartinie told us her usual life stories.
Was nice! =) then did some thingy in the wb.
And also, I finished very fast! =D dunno why im so attentive today. Ahah.
Aft tt sch over liao.
Then had lunch and csp
Csp did a lot of revision man
i thought that my brain was gonna explode already pls.
and my hand so tiring!

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6:42 AM

Monday, April 10, 2006

today is so PATHETIC man
like whatever i do and say suddenly seems so pathetic today
anyways, el was boring while lit was funny.
then math was ok. wasnt made to sit on the floor. heh. its like so lame pls.
then recess didnt went down
did crap on my tpc
then aft that geog and sci. was ok.fun began aft sch!
lunch saw the two you-know-whos
then ate with joyce, yejing <3 and bern <3
heh
then joyce went first
did a lot of crapping with the 2 xiao jies
haha. and the bun joke. lol. so funny pls!
then that bern so silly!
haha. ended up giving the bun to farrah
haha. then found out that we were given the day off for angklung
so stayed back for awhile with liy
did some more crapping
and i was so bored! hmph
oh. and liy taught me how to do this art thingy!
damn nice lah! =D
and farrah's being so cute just now. faints.
and went home, called hnz in the train. apologized,
and i think i really sound so pathetic cause she was like
"are you crying?"
uhuh. guess you can imagine how pathetic i sound at tt time.
and today was just tt
im looking forward to a new day =)
tata

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5:39 AM

Saturday, April 08, 2006

today was OK lah.
haha
went to sch super early in the morn with nadia, sulastri and zan
then me and zan wanted to walk the back way and when we reached there the gate was close! damn. then have to walk one WHOLE round to go to the front gate and back to our class.
then did preparation and all. was fun!
after tt funfair started out kinda badly
um
did duty for our stall for awhile
then did the duty for pbmc one
and many ppl ask me where i bought my earrings cause its so pretty! =D
haha!
then aft that. um.
oh
went to stall and this ex-crescentian who now lived in america came back to singapore for a visit just for the funfair ok
then like today was her last day here =(
then she bought from us many many discs to give to her children's sch's principal as souveniers. ?!
hah. then walked around
and safa suddenly came up to me and said,
"hanisah dont panic ok! smth happened to frh!..."
haha. and she went on and at first i thought frh like broke her bone or fainted or smth
then found out she cut her chin
heh. i find it kinda funny
like how safa brings the news to me. hehe.
then went for teacher's concert
was ok lah
ms magata's voice was simply AMAZING
then got this teacher sang an jing
wanted to cry my heart out lah
so sad and touching
and it reminds me of smth too.
so yeah.
then aft tt did some more duty work
then walked around and went to the haunted house!
was super scary i tell you!
heh. like when we went in we were already screaming like hell. HAHA.
sum and me i mean.
then i felt somebody grabbed my leg and GOD.
i kicked it like crazy and i stepped on it!
OOPS. LOL
then a lot of more scary stuff
then saw yakka at one corner looking like a =l ghost
haha. was really nice lah!
then i alsp scratched the hand that tried to grab me. heh
so scared mah
AND i kept squeezing the person's hand (who was leading us) so super tightly and digging my nails into her hand! lol
asked yakka to help me say sorry to her already. hehe
ooh. and ben was super funny ok
she pulled like alot of the ghost's hair. FOR FUN.
haha. and she is always trying to irritate the ghosts and poke them with the glow sticks! lol.
then aft that walked around a bit and packed up.
i bought so much stuff but i lost it! ='(
so sad lah pls
somebody buy me a rose!

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6:29 AM

Thursday, April 06, 2006

gee1's getting worse
god knows why
like many teachers had complained about us
cause our attitude gets worse and we were slacking so damn much in our studies
like last yr, we're like the best class EVER
then this yr its like so horrible!
what happened man.
im so confused and stressed out now.
come save me my dear. ='(

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6:15 AM

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

today was great?
haha. i dunno
no need run mass run in the morn =)
then napfa test did better than expected. hah.
guess its the motivation from FARRAH lah that made me going. heh
cause she's always like very good like tt.
then aft that got no mly! wee!
hehe. cause kartinie never come.
then spent the 2 periods at the library reading cooking and baking books. haha
cause very bored. ooh. and i read the preteen chicken soup book too
was so touching i wanna cry! =(
then recess saw LYDIA!!
haha. and FARRAH was giving me this weird look and WAS saying smth to LYDIA.
haha. im wondering myself i put all those names like tt. hmm
anyways, geog was horrible just now
cause i was like sleeping nearly half of the lesson.
and joyce was looking super sleepy
and amanda slept too!
heh. to think the 3 of us could do that even when we sat in front of the teacher!
aft that math
got back our horrible test papers
like more than half of the class failed pls!
then aft that had ASSEMBLY! =D
was really great! =)
the pwer98 djs came for some talk thing.
was nice! then ronnin or smth performed!
was really great pls!
haha. and everybody was like standing and dancing
and the sec3 mly girls (nadiah, jo, gadis and GANG) were like pushing the whole crowd so roughly. ouch? hah. was really retarded but funny =)
then aft that had lunch and had some pcccg thingy.
oh
i forgot what happened lah. heh
only rmb the grp work part.
ohwell. who cares.
gtg do LOTS of work now.
sighsighsigh
and surprisingly, now i find myself being very close with ppl that i didnt expect to be close to
lets see. like ben, hanizah, amanda, joyce, sumaiya, zan!
haha
my retarded gang but not hanizah of course
hmm. speaking of her im wondering if she's really a crook or just denying it... haha
she's really nice lah of you get to know her. and hah. i think she will somehow slip IT to someone! hmph.
ben is also nice when you get to know her better
i dont understand why ppl hate other ppl for no reason. like come on
how stupid. there is a good side to evryone. believe me. =)
joyce ah. haha, she's not quiet if you get to know her well.
and haha. she's slacking now. heh. kinda unexpected.
amanda, so nice and CUTE. but she wont admit that she's cute! hmphhh.
sumaiya, my bestie! =)
now we stick with each other. haha
zan, haha. the SLACK councillor one.
im off now. bye!
loving you for who you are, my dearest

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5:51 AM

Monday, April 03, 2006

heh
realised tt its been a long time since i blogged
lazy and got no time
and im rushing through this also
anyways, think i shall start with last thurs?
cause it was fun!
missed mass run (but hafta make up on fri) for the dance thing
cause we dont wanna end up all sweaty and stuff
then dance was great! =D
but the last part tt one kinda screwed lah
but still very nice!
then aft that had a relaxing day
rmb tt pbl was boring as usual
then had angklung aft tt which was fun!
did some silly thingy with ms asmah

then fri was great
had no csp so went home early
then crezawards was great!
haha. watched the performances. =)
then during the interval all the goners went to the back and went crazy!
haha!
then yea
it was nice on the whole

wkends was damn relaxing cause got no hm whatsoever crap
then today, was ok also
was FUNNY
but got pissed halfway through the day lah
tsk
then angklung was ok also
im feeling so hyper now!
haha!
i know what you're thinking darls... =p

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6:40 AM

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